i miss being me

I miss the day i spoke to the Lord about wanting so many things in life.. and getting it..
I miss the day i spoke to the Almighty to make everyone's life a better one at the expense of my own.. and living it!
I miss the day i loved someone and promised that it'll last so long as i kept my end of the bargain.. and failing it..
I miss the day I smiled to just about anything.. and then smucking it out of my face in an instant..

i miss being me.

i'm talkin gibrish. dont bother synthesizing.

It would appear that the establishment is trying very hard to survive its own ruling these days. apparently, mr.white hair dude has not been doing a good job since taking over the empire some few odd years ago. Now, where did things went wrong? I wonder what the future holds together for all of us if things persist to be as it is today. Just about 2 hrs ago, i read that Lehman Brothers filed for bankruptcy after succumbing to a whopping USD60billion debt due to overwhelming exposure to the US housing market. SUBPRIME crisis. Dat's right people, we're looking at an institution which has been around for 158 years now. My point is this.. you can't forever live happily ever after. You die and go 6 feet down ... or you clone urself for 50 years hoping the mould wouldn't fail you ever. Unfortunately, like all good and bad things, everything has to come to an end. While the US subprime issues is of less bearing to our financial market, i'd like to think that its causal and effect hypothesis is pretty much the same when applied to Malaysia's political climate. Its ok to err for you to be human, but to be ignorant all the way up til ur 51st annivery is simply 'stupidity'.