i miss being me

I miss the day i spoke to the Lord about wanting so many things in life.. and getting it..
I miss the day i spoke to the Almighty to make everyone's life a better one at the expense of my own.. and living it!
I miss the day i loved someone and promised that it'll last so long as i kept my end of the bargain.. and failing it..
I miss the day I smiled to just about anything.. and then smucking it out of my face in an instant..

i miss being me.